[POEM] A dream that awakened me

I KNOW U CAN READ IT FAST, But for my sake, BE SLOW THIS TIME.

There r no murders, no suicides involved,
neither any weapon nor any knife,
Still, i ended up with my life. . .

There are no decisions, no opinions involved,
neither any guilty nor there is any crime,
But, its just the game of time :

i was goin slowly. . .
was enjoying the ride. . .
thr was a little to learn,
and a little to write,
3 hours were given to me,
to get over to the other side. . .

And then i was thrown over,
to the silent sea. . . .
and the loneliness was awaken.
“me and my friends” was a time
i am still the same,
But now its “only me” . . .

My old schedule was busy and tight
8 to 2 i used to work. . . . .
there was a lot of gurus by my side
who inspired me and taught me
how to live, produce and smile,
and now i only see people smirk. . .

12 years, its been so long,
from what to what i have become. . .
there are lots of people here,
but i know none of them,
it makes me scared like a baby,
i don’t know how to overcome . . .

i miss my school
its building its features. . .
i miss the winks from my friends,
i miss my teachers. . .

I’ve dropped a gallon full of tears,
i’ve tried screaming and crying…
but nothing works, as it seems
i feel like i’m dying. . .

As i said before,
There r no murders, no suicides involved,
neither any weapon nor any knife,
Still, i ended up with my life. . .

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