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[SHORT STORY] Being faithful

“But i want Happiness. Just a handful of happy moments which will make my life worth living. I want to get back at home. Otherwise, I don’t really see a reason for living.”
“And sir, What’s the certainty that you won’t want happiness again after you’ve gone through the happy portion of your life?” screamed Ishan.

There are only two types of people in the world. One, who are happy. And rest, who want to be happy.
Ishan is a lawyer, as you might have noticed by the way of his interruptive screaming. He was not yet a professional, a newbie, learning through his cases. He had always admired how the Pro Lawyers would put up intelligent questions in a stressful way to the clients making them confused, and making them spit out the truth or whatever the lawyer wanted. He was a good learner. He didn’t take much time inhibiting all the qualities of a lawyer, from the lawyers he was inspired from.

“I won’t. I know my limits. I’ve always known them. One can’t get everything in life. If one climbs up the hill, he has to walk down as well,” said Manoj, the convict, in a calm tone, with a hope of convincing Ishan that he’s not wrong on what he wants from the court.
“So, you say, you know your limits. Okay, then let’s go back to the date 1st November 2001. Would you tell me, sir, where were these limits of yours when you murdered your wife with kitchen knife ?” argued Ishan, in a deep tone as always.

The jury had convicted Manoj of killing his wife in 2001 and sentenced him to life imprisonment.

“I loved her and . . . ”
“So, you loved her and that’s why you killed her. That sounds very uneasy. Doesn’t it, Manoj Sir ?”

“No. I loved her and I couldn’t see her with someone else,” argued Manoj. This time in an angered tone but still not matching up his eyes with Ishan.

Manoj had always loved his wife. They had a love marriage in 2000. It had been just a year and 3 months when this happened. They had not yet planned for a child yet. But, they were happily married, at least it looked so till the first anniversary.

Manoj continued, ” I had never thought of doing so. I loved her from the core of my heart and still do. But, I couldn’t just see her with another guy. It used to piss me off. It used to make me jealous and irritated. I…”

Ishan interrupted, “But, was meeting a person of opposite sex such a big crime for you that you’d murder her ? The file says, your wife was working as a secretary at a call center. Still, you expect her not to meet anybody of opposite sex or interact with any. Mr. Manoj, that doesn’t sound in any way logical to me…. Does it?”

“You’re getting me wrong. I wasn’t at all irritated with her interaction with other people, be it gentlemen or ladies. What pissed me off was her relationship with her Boss. She was always talking with me about her Boss.”

“Sir, as far as I know about your wife, from my sources,” flipping his file as he continues, “she was a happy-go-lucky lady. She loved to live life the way she wants to. She was optimistic and tried to acquire the good things she appreciated in others.
What human psychology tells me about this kind of woman is that there’s nothing wrong if she talks about someone. Rather, I don’t see anything wrong if someone talks about someone other with whom he has spent his time. Sir, whatever kind of excuses you are giving are not sounding very convenient. Can you explain yourself more clearly?”

“Actually, her Boss was her childhood friend. He had opened up this call center of his own and was pleased to offer the job of Secretary to my wife when he got to know that she was seeking one.
I never had a problem with her talking about him or appreciating him.
But, at times, she used to tell me how they used to play in the office, while having a break, when she was doing overtime for a few days. She used to tell me that her boss, Yogesh, is still as naughty as he was in childhood. She used to tell me, how he used to pour water on her, snatch the band to open her hair, poke her with a pen on the back like he used to do in the school and many more things like that…” Manoj’s face was red due to shame. “…These things, and at times of Yogesh dropping her home, were getting unbearable for me. So, one day, when there seemed no other way round and I couldn’t resist anymore, I ended it all.”

“Note the point, Your Honour. This person killed his wife for having some playfulness with her childhood friend. Is that really what you wanted to say, Mr. Manoj?”

“Yes.” Manoj replied in a very weak tone. A sense of loser drawn up on his face, he didn’t look up at all. Yet, there was a lot to be told.

“Okay, then, let me question you for what we are here, why…Why did you try to commit suicide when you had already got what you wanted? Suicide’s a characteristic of a loser. And, you ain’t a loser, are you? You are a winner perhaps, you succeeded in your target, didn’t you?” enquired Ishan, with no sense of feelings for Manoj. Rather, he was proud with the way he was handling the case. It seemed to him that the case was falling on his side.

Manoj was asked to appear in the court on 13th November 2011 for he had attempted suicide by banging his head on prison walls, but failed.

Loser Manoj, somehow, almost in tears, answered him, ” I’ve been in the jail for 10 years now. I had nothing to do inside the cell but to think about the past. Me and my wife have had some very good memories that made my life worth living and probably gave me much more happiness than I expected from life. I used to spend whole of my time thinking about everything that happened and its effects. I used to cherish those few best memories of my life and think about them again and again.
But, after cherishing these moments and living my life, someway, all used to boil down to a question. “Why did this all happen?” I mean, we had such a good and happy married life. What did then happen that she got attracted towards Yogesh. What happened that there came fights and doubts between us two. What really happened and why did it happen…. I spent years thinking the same, finding the answer to the question. The question that used to shut my mood off, “Why did it all happen?”
My wife, Meera was just as you described.” The first smile for the day appeared on Manoj’s face as he was speaking, “She always remained happy and spread happiness. She loved to see and make people smile. She was filled with goodness and I loved her for the way she was. .
You know what, She loved this word – faith. She loved people who were faithful to her and she loved being faithful to the ones she loved.”
Now, a sudden seriousness appeared on his face, and he continued,
“I had this friend named Shweta who wasn’t married and, sometimes, I used to invite her to dinner at our Home. She was one of my best friends who had been there for me all the time. But we never really looked like we were just good friends. We used to fight a lot, for silly things, most of the time. We had been college friends and knew each other really well. She used to describe funny instances that me and Shweta shared during college life.
Meera, used to just smile. She never showed a tinge of doubt on her face or a spark of jealousy.
However, when I was put to test. I failed. She never really had that kind of relationship with her Boss. They were just good friends. She did all that just to check whether I was faithful to her or not. And, alas, I wasn’t. That was the point of time, where all the love I had for her felt less. She kept getting sad of life from that point of time. She started trying to avoid me at times, when it was possible. Our bond, our relationship grew darker and darker each day.”
Tears kept rolling from Manoj’s eyes as he spoke.
“I always trusted her, on all that she used to say. But, at the biggest stage, I failed. I didn’t realise this at that time. And, when I realized this whole story, it was too late. Although, I got free from the Question that used to annoy me for years, I couldn’t really bear the crime that i did, by killing my own love, due to my own mistake. So, i decided to commit suicide.”

For that one moment, after hearing all the explanation, Ishan was dumbstruck. He didn’t have any questions in his mind. He was blank. He felt weirdly right for Manoj. This shouldn’t have happened. His mind was trying to remind him that he’s fighting the case against the convict and that he’s not the defender. Though his heart was melted with Manoj’s story, he had to continue his duty.

“Sir, then why did you say you wanted happiness? How would you get it now? Meera’s not here anymore. What would you do if you are freed from the prison?” asked Ishan, now in a respected and calm voice.

This question, by Ishan was due to his instincts. This didn’t arise from mind. Rather, from the heart. He wanted to know how, if Manoj was sane, would live his life if given a chance for few days.

“I’d live the way she did. I’d be happy seeing people smile and make people smile. I’d work and earn. And, I’d spend the nights at home where I have all of her things and our memories. Those would be enough for me to make my life worth living. That’s why I asked the court for some days of freedom. Otherwise, I don’t really see a reason for living.” answered Manoj, and finally lifted up his face, for he felt light at heart now, sharing all he wanted to share.

“No more questions, Your Honour.” said Ishan, ashamed at how he was being rude at Manoj at first.

The Judge then asked if Defense wants to say anything.

The Defense, smiled at Manoj and stood up to say, “No Questions, Your Honour.”

Manoj smiled back at the defense.

“The Court, after hearing to all the explanations given by Mr. Manoj Sharma for his attempt of suicide, and the points of both sides, finds him guilty of murdering his wife and imposes sentence for the time served. Thus, Mr. Manoj you are guilty and you are free to go. The court is dismissed.” declared the Judge(and bangs the gavel).

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  1. aarti jog aarti jog

    so true…faith plays a vei important role in any relationship….it was very beautifully written…i must say you are a damm xpressive boy….made me into the story..:(…….:)

  2. Kanika Kanika

    niceee… 🙂
    I like every post of yours 🙂
    keep writing 🙂

  3. panda panda

    nice!!! touching indeed

  4. Kanika Kanika

    so now when i got the real meaning of the post..
    but still i say..manoj did a very wrong thing..
    and the world is so bad and mean.. he could have given divorce to her.. instead of killing.. people kill each other because of small misunderstandings.. and whatever.. doesn’t matter whatever the reason is.. you don’t have right to kill anyone..

    • Jealousy has no limits. And, a person turns blind in it.

      • aarti jog aarti jog

        but….killing your loved one even…jealousy turned things dis way…disagree…!!!!

        • Aarti, that happens in today’s world. You’d heard of cases even…its not anything new.

  5. Mohit Mohit

    depth hai yaar….very nyc…

  6. shilpa shilpa

    yaa this actually what happens..
    and i dont know why it only happen wid girls…
    if meera wud hve been in place of manoj she wud not have done this sin

    maturity matters ..

    whatever i hope who all have read it..shud learn …
    trust ur beloved..or else u’ll loose them..and then u’ll loose everything…!

    mmm veryy nicee bahvuli..:D

    • That’s exactly what i wanted to say. You did a great job as a reader. It was indeed written to forward that message. 🙂

  7. shilpa shilpa


  8. Maverick Maverick

    Some things are sensitive! Some like these. There’s no substitute to lost faith…..
    But then I read such awesome expressive blogs, and the faith probably gets restored 🙂

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